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If an angel came down to me,
Asked what I would do differently,
I would say nothing you see,
I have loved someone truly.

Laura Izibor

I’ll let you in to a secret.

If no-one’s ever told you, love kinda sucks.

Deja vu?

This last few weeks I’ve been one of the happiest bunnies around. On Saturday I realised why when I met a guy that already I can picture myself with, going out on lame dates and cuddling on winter nights. All the clichéd stuff. We’ve bee talking ever since and although we both have our worries we think it’s going to be really worth it when we do get together.

See, that’s the problem. Why aren’t we together? What are we worrying about? Thing is, there’s a small problem of his girlfriend. They’ve been together nearly two years and he’s been living at her mums for the past year. I’ve been here before with a taken guy who promises me everything, why could I be stupid enough to do it again?

He’s already moved out, back to his Dad’s. He’s been thinking about it for a while and no longer love her; I simple gave him the kick up the backside he’d been needed. He doesn’t like change and they have history, he’s giving all of it up for me who’s he’s known properly barely a week. I think that gives me good reasons to worry. He assures me I am worth it and I really do think it’s going to be perfect between us. But we’ll see. Like I said, last time I was here it ended in everyone’s upset.

Fingers and toes crossed! xx